I presume you'd answer

But do I seek an answer?

I seek the comfort of not knowing.

I seek the blanket of lies you would tuck me under,

It would keep me warm,

So warm,

I would suffocate

My suffering will feel sweet,

The tears I hide may seem a fair receipt,

While the question cuts deeper in my throat

Perhaps I knew the answer all along,

Wouldn't questioning a fraud make my love false?

Would you surrender the lie,

Or make me believe anew?

Maybe I would ask the question

If I knew,

If I Knew

You'd keep me close to you.